Monday, December 27, 2010

Jenny - A Life to the Max: My Fruitful 2010

Jenny - A Life to the Max: My Fruitful 2010: "5 days to go before the year end, wwwhaaaa so fast and so soooonnn and its time to reflect and look back hhhhhmmmm what have i done for year..."

Sunday, December 26, 2010

My Fruitful 2010

5 days to go before the year end, wwwhaaaa so fast and so soooonnn and its time to reflect and look back hhhhhmmmm what have i done for year 2010?

February, Davao

It was my first time to join the Pre-Icon in Davao where we had mangrove planting, worshiping the Lord by the sea, visiting some orphanage and getting to know the people at the GK sites in Davao.

We are also blessed to stay with our foster parents, "nanay diding" so caring and loving. Thank you so much for taking care of us and for picking us at the venue late night.
   
Shrine of Jesus, MOA
  
 
First time for Visita Iglesia, i went to 9 beautiful  churches in metro manila alone.


It was truly a spiritually fullfilling day that i feel the presence of the Lord through the station of the cross and my personal prayer and singing.




 
  
Zorb, Boracay
  
 
I always enjoy life when Ms Sharon is here in the Philippines because i got a chance to travel to places i love hehehe, it was my 2nd time in boracay but it was my first time to ride the Zorb, that was so fun and scary hehehe.
 
Would love to go back over and over again to boracay :)
 
 
 
 
Amana Waterparks
  
 
Yearly family outing was always a first time and a blessing to me and i thank my family for all their love and support to me especially for the times that am always going home late, for the times that i failed to eat the prepared dinner kaya maraming left over food hehehhe
 
Thank you so much and i love you all!
 
 
 
 

MMC, Silang Cavite
  

I really feel and hear Gods message to me through this conference. Its as if it was my first time to attend the metro manila conference.
 
 
 
 
 
 

 
  

Princess Diaries, Batangas


With great pride, to be crowned as a Princesses of God and i love the feeling. I thought God is not listening to me but he is for the moment i wake up, from the time i am stubborn and hiding, from the moment that i feel like am alone God is patiently listening and loving me.

Thank you Lord for your unconditional love :)




Western Visayas Conference, Antique



I thank the Lord for this opportunity, it was my first time to stand and share my life to over 500 delegates. Through this conference i was able to face my fear and really know where God is leading me :)






Masbate



Am so lovem this weekend retreat in Masbate, its a blessing to be a part of this mission and i will always treasure the learnings, frienship and laughters that we have shared as a team.





The fruit of stock market
 

I never thought i will have this laptop, Thank God for blessing the stock market! More power to Aboitiz Power Corp may the stock market for 2011 increase more and more :) and i also thank the person who supported me to get the stocks 2 years ago ehehehe





SFC Chapter Christmas Party




First time to sing and dance and all for the Glory of God :) He is my One and Only inspiration








Christmas Bowling with Family


Another first time to play bowling with family on Christmas day, sayang that my eldest brother and my nieces was not able to join :) but still seeing everyone happy brings joy to my heart.

Kudos mga kapatid! Til next bowling..








It was not my first time to always feel bored, to feel am not worthy and that am not making a difference with my job but the fact is staying for over 9 years in office means i love what am doing and i love my job.

Thank you Lord for blessing Philippine Wireless, Inc and its management!





With all this blessings, I feel like I’ve reached another peak of personal fulfilment and Joy. I am happier, more God centered, and more grateful to the little gifts of everyday life. 2010 Rocks!

I can’t wait to see what 2011 has in store for me. And I have a hunch it’s going to be something extraordinary! Something that will bring me even closer to God together with the special someone that he prepared for me. I can’t wait! Its gonna be love love love....

Finally, i would like to thank you ALL, my life is filled of meaning, happiness, joy and peace because of your love.

Thursday, December 23, 2010

Mission Trip in Masbate

Am so lovem my 2nd mission trip in Masbate, it was very rewarding, full of surprises and full of love love love...i feel like my sleeping heart was awaken after a long long sleep heheehhe anyway it took us 8 hours ride in a bus and then about 2 hours in a ferry boat they called it fast track before we got to the venue of the retreat “Princess Diaries & Knights Tale” for SFC in Masbate. The place is very beautiful i feel like am in a Kingdom of God where the wave of the seas and the bliss of the air are welcoming us.

Why i am in this mission? That is because i am CALLED to serve and when you are called even if you’re not ready with faith and trust in the Lord everything will turned more than what you are expecting.


Am actually blessed for this opportunity and I thank God for the wonderful experience, for all the learning and first time that i did hehehe, for the new friends and especially to the person who invited me. Until the next mission!


Lastly, Gods message for me during this trip? You are amazing, just the way you are!

Mabuhay ang mga SFC Full time worker and the mission volunteers! May God continue to bless you more and more and more while your serving.

SFC Masbate
Nov 27-29, 2010

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

Jenny - A Life to the Max: Christmas Countdown

Jenny - A Life to the Max: Christmas Countdown: "Like most of the kids, am also counting how many days left before Christmas, the most awaiting season of all. Aside from a long vacation it ..."

Christmas Countdown

Like most of the kids, am also counting how many days left before Christmas, the most awaiting season of all. Aside from a long vacation it is also a time to be with the family, to eat good food, to buy and received gift from friends and family and most importantly it is the time of celebration for the coming of Jesus “A celebration that Jesus was born”
 
Moreso, this is also a celebration and thanksgiving to our almithy Father for all the blessings i got for 2010.

Merry Christmas everyone!
 



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Being Sick

For almost one week that am home recuperating from the accident i had, i realized how it feels to be sick and the more i understand the importance and feelings of those who are in hospital alone and had injury from vehicular accident such as:

Being with family

A longing to be taken care of by your family ie they will prepare your food and always remind you to take your medicine. (thank God for the support and love of my family)

Surprise visit from a friend

Looking forward that someone might visit you? Just seeing them at your side, making you laugh and entertained you and whatever thing you can do that might contribute to healing.

A text or call from a friend

In the beginning it was annoying getting a text asking you what happened? Are you okay? And am tired of replying them one by one but then i realized they care a lot and that they would like to know what happen. But what inspire me a lot is getting a text that someone is praying for you’re healing without even asking why i had an accident.

Okay, there’s my short list of what a sick person need. At the end of the day, Love and Connection is what you get better from sickness and holding on to the promises of the Lord.

Monday, December 20, 2010

Tricycle Accident

Am excited to get up early Friday (Dec 17, 2010) for our Christmas party in the office but unfortunately the tricycle am riding accidentally hit the taxi. I cried and so anxious that day seeing the blood in my forehead. When the driver says they will bring me in hospital i immediately called my parents to help me and so I was rushed to the hospital but had gone through three hospitals before finally ended the East Avenue Medical Center. Thank God because I just had a small bruise in my right forehead and the xray was normal. I just thought it was that simple but then the following day i had swollen around my eyes that almost gone touch my nose and in my face. (had stay home for 3-5 days)


Am thankful that God had protected me from a more serious injury and am blessed to have my family beside me in this time of accident. Am thankful to my brother who spoke in my behalf when the police traffic investigated the accident, to my youngest brother who assisted my parents and drove us to the hospital and especially to my parents who rushed me to the hospital. Am also thankful to the dirver who didn’t walk away with us and to mam elvi who gave advise on what to do and to all who have texted me.

God is really good because while am doubting myself i saw a hope...a rainbow at the back of our house.
What i realized? It is very uplifting to get a text of encouragement and hope in this kind of situation. Ive got to see also the difference between sympathy and empathy.

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

Where is He leading me

A question I never thought am going to think over and over and over again until finally He showed me the way or maybe an answer to my question? that up to this time am blind about it hehehe (afraid maybe). Anyway, I was in a mission trip in Antique when suddenly one of the organizers needs a sharer. At first I was ashamed coz there are a lot of delegates, I feel cold and anxious I also feel like there is something going on in my stomach (was not able to eat well) and i wonder what I will share to them. Given a moment to really discern and pray God gave me strength and courage to face my fear.

After a few moment of silence, I was now in front of over 500 delegates sharing my life that I couldn’t imagine I can do (out of comfort zone again). While I am sharing I didn’t know that am going say this “Maybe God is leading me to be a mission volunteer” a vocation that I am afraid because of my desire to be in a married life and not to give up what I am enjoying in life. I ended my sharing asking the delegates to pray for me and continuously seeking Him where he is leading me.

My only prayer at that time “Lord if this is your will, let it be done” and with Gods grace I was able to confidently share my life.


Visayas Regional Conference
Antique Gym
Oct 1-3, 2010

Friday, August 20, 2010

Loving God

“You shall love the Lord, your God, with all your heart, with all your soul, and with all your mind. Matthew 22:36-39

This is the topic when I give my first ever talk outside my comfort zone wherein I was move and inspired to share the decision I made in accepting the new service in the community.

In the beginning when my friend gives this to me, am hesitant and in a situation where I am confused (shes supposed to be the speaker) but then again because of service and after going through the talk outline I said YES. Truly there is always a purpose for everything because God make a way for me to choose what and where he wanted me to be.

In saying YES to Him, He is also abundantly showing his love to me by sending someone whom i can talk and gives me a free ride in going home. clap clap to you my dearest angel :)

I thank the person whom He used for me to make the right choice :)

Run for a Cause

Like most runner I am also eager and excited to join the run, this time it was in Quezon City Circle “A run for a Cause” and because I only have a few hours of sleep I was late. I never heard my alarm clock arrggghhh but then i still go on and prepare for the run.

I began with a walk while others are running, even the dog are running hahahah and moreso there are runner who are in old age so after awhile I jog and run until I felt that am tired of running then I stop and asked myself is it “old age” that makes me feel tired after a few mins of running? Good thing i looked younger than my age!

Anyway, my friend finish the 3K run ahead of me and so she asked me if am still going to run another round and I immediately says “YES”. While I was walking God sends another person in replacement of my friend for me to finish the run and it was astonishing to just walk and talk and enjoy the company of a person who is a disabled. He was raring to finish his 5K run and I was inspired with his story while he was rolling his wheelchair.

Finally we have reached the Finish line and I am happy that I was able to finish my 3K run. Thank God that I didn’t give up and truly God always send someone to inspire and uplift us!

Saturday, August 7, 2010

Three Words that change my life


I always adore and was impress with people who writes very well and can really speak with their mind and so I said to myself I also like to write but I don’t know where to start and nothing really comes out in my head. It has been 1 hour of staring in my computer, reading the blogs of others, chatting in fb until I remember my letter to my boss when I had my landmark forum year back April 23, 2007.

Thank you is not enough for what had transformed me and the realization I had in attending the Landmark forum. It was indeed a great memory that I will treasure for the rest of my life and will leave mark in my heart together with my family, friends and colleagues as I journey into this new possibility.

On the second day of the forum I realized that I never said I LOVE YOU with my parents where in fact they are the most important person in my life and shame on me that I can easily says it with my friends. I immediately contacted my parents and told them that I LOVE THEM and I MISS THEM and apologize for all the heartache that I had done to them. Indeed those words I utter were so powerful that my parent was so happy to hear it personally from me for the first time after 30 years!?. It made me realized also that it was not just them that were overwhelmed with joy, I was surprised with my action and proud to fully express my feelings with my parents.

Another thing that had happen is to acknowledge the fact of me being less caring for my family. I let my youngest sister carry the other responsibility for our family and let her do things that am suppose to do since am the eldest. (Thus she looks older than me!) I apologize to her and create the possibility of being responsible.

Am a member of Singles for Christ in our Community and I never attended any activity for the last 1 year because of me being impatient in time. The forum made me realized am blaming them of being late all the time in our gathering, so am right (coz am on time and ahead of them) and they were wrong that tend me not to be visible in the community. Now that I will be handling in July our next Christian Life Program am opening the possibility of being committed. The forum also re-confirmed my full acceptance in serving the community.

The 3rd day of the forum opens my eyes that I had cause a lot of pain with my ex-boyfriend of me being selfish and dumping his proposal. I know in my heart that am healed and complete but surprisingly I was wrong because the forum made me realized that completeness does not end by just being healed as my ex-boyfriend will still hold on to the pain I cause him for the rest of his life. I don’t want him to hate me for such and its effect on his future and in my future relationship so am inventing the possibility of being someone who take the risk and be free.

And finally i was reminded of one of the verse in the bible from Genesis 1:29 "I give you every seed bearing plant on the face of the whole earth and every tree that has fruit with seed in it". And so I realize that I just have to increase and be fruitful to what he has given me.


Friday, July 30, 2010

Jenny - A Life to the Max: Sleeping

Jenny - A Life to the Max: Sleeping: "I always find that sleeping is where my peace of mind. For a moment i was able to forget circumstances that are bothering me and thoughts ..."

Heartwired

Thank you Jesus for revealing your message to me. Truly your love to me is overflowing. Thank you Jesus for loving me and for embracing me. Thank you Jesus that my heart is made for you and heartwired in you. Thank you Oh God for the opportunity of silence. Thank you for protecting me from harm. Thank you for the presents of the Holy Spirit. Thank you for your greatfullness. Thank you for this heart, now my heart is in One with you.

MMC Rogationist College
July 23-25, 2010

I See You

Trust in the Lord my child, always seek him as he will continue to give and provide you with love and patience. Don’t be confused my child as i will constantly lead you. My child you have already started the mission that i give to you, don’t give up my child, use this to experience the fullness of my love.
I see you, I feel you, I know the desire of your heart and i will comfort you. I have love you my child.


July 23-25, 2010
MMC at Rogationist College
Silang, Cavite

The One

There is no one, but you who loves and comfort me all the time
There is no one, who can replace you in my heart
You alone, is the source of my strength and hope
You have given me joy and peace of mind
You have blessed me relentlessly
You have love me unconditionally
You are the only One, oh Lord

MRT

it is so true, the acronym speaks well about the MRT (Maraming Reklamador sa Train). In almost 1 year of riding an MRT i saw and heard different reactions of the commuters and i am not an exception to this. lol Truly if you are prepared in a battle you can endure hundred of commuters whatever it takes, the goal is to get INside the train. In the beginning it was so devastating, frustrating and annoying when people are screaming etc but now i can say that i was able to endure my  patience in waiting, falling in line at makipagsisikan “Thank God am sexy” hihihihi that i always fit in a small space before the door closes, hay!..

this is the way of life that God is molding and teaching us “to be patient and not to be weary”

Home

when am at home my brothers and specially my father would always told me “its a miracle” your home aren’t you have any meeting? and as always my response is “its my day off” and if am just going to shower my father would asked me “where are you going?” and i say “am i not allowed to shower on my day off?” lol i know they are just happy seeing me to be home.

i really love to stay home, its where i can be relax, sleep and rest anytime i wanted. It also give me the freedom to do whatever i want ie eat, watch tv, surf in the internet and most importantly i want to be home because i want to spend time with my family even without doing anything. :)

Sleeping

I always find that sleeping is where my peace of mind. For a moment i was able to forget circumstances that are bothering me and thoughts that keep on going in my head. In an instant it gives me comfort and serenity.
But a friend told me that I am just avoiding the situation. Maybe he is right but then again what is important is I find the solemnity in my heart. After a good sleep, I can now handle my thought and emotions. Sleep na tayo :)

Searching

i have been searching and looking around but i never get an answer. Until one day i realized that i have to give first. In giving, my heart were filled with love, joy and peace of mind.

Self Talk

It can be threatening
It can loose your will power and hope
It can destroy your faith
It can make or break your relationship
At times, it can help you build your confidence
However, it can turn away opportunities
What you say to yourself is important, talk to yourself positively. After all if you do not talk to yourself positively, who will? I am  brilliant, gorgeous, talented and fabulous etc etc toink  gising na nanaginip ka lang! :)

What Jesus told me

Follow me as am going to walked with you in this new journey. Dont be sad my child as i will give you the joy that you have been waiting for. Just be patience and have faith in every circumstance that am giving you now because in the long run you can use this in your future relationship. Its worth the wait my princess. You will receive an overflowing love that you have been longing. I’ve created you to be my princess in my Kingdom so you will enjoy the joy, peace and love that i want you to be as you are my one and only beautiful princess.

April 27, 2008 at Miriam College

Am Inspired

Am inspired on how things are going on with my life coz ive discovered a lot of things in my life that am not present before. My hearts desire is to be romanced, to unveil my beauty and to have a shared adventure with someone and i realized that it doesn’t necessarily mean a guy coz I became present that I can enjoy life with my friends, family and being in the community. God is so great that He created everything in a way that I would appreciate it. I became present to who I am in the world and my purpose and Its an amazing feeling to share my life and be an inspiration to my family and friends but to the community as well.

The endless possibilities that God created is a wonderful foundation to have this life filled with joy and love.

Written: May 14, 2008

Easier said than done

Don’t tell a girl that u love her
instead show her how much u love her, it is
more meaningful that way
It has been so easy to utter words
but it is hard to stand firm on it
Though It has always been a risk to fall in love and always
thought it was serious
But sometimes we give up
and made up our mind and just do the things
to make it feel right
Thinking back to what it use to be but I get the feeling I'm
wasting my time
Never had to work this hard in my life and all need to do is to pacify the thoughts in my mind
It doesn’t take one day at a time…it takes a lot of prayer and positive attitude
I guess everything is easier said than done

Written: September 7, 2005

A Change of Life

Never does a day go by without a number of changes taking place in our lives. We can choose to control the type of changes we make or alternatively we can allows others make these choices for us. We can choose to let things happen to us or choose to make things happen for us. Seems like an easy choice to make – or is it? 

Written: August 11, 2005