Jenny - A Life to the Max: Sleeping

Jenny - A Life to the Max: Sleeping: "I always find that sleeping is where my peace of mind. For a moment i was able to forget circumstances that are bothering me and thoughts ..."

Heartwired

Thank you Jesus for revealing your message to me. Truly your love to me is overflowing. Thank you Jesus for loving me and for embracing me. Thank you Jesus that my heart is made for you and heartwired in you. Thank you Oh God for the opportunity of silence. Thank you for protecting me from harm. Thank you for the presents of the Holy Spirit. Thank you for your greatfullness. Thank you for this heart, now my heart is in One with you.

MMC Rogationist College
July 23-25, 2010

I See You

Trust in the Lord my child, always seek him as he will continue to give and provide you with love and patience. Don’t be confused my child as i will constantly lead you. My child you have already started the mission that i give to you, don’t give up my child, use this to experience the fullness of my love.
I see you, I feel you, I know the desire of your heart and i will comfort you. I have love you my child.


July 23-25, 2010
MMC at Rogationist College
Silang, Cavite

The One

There is no one, but you who loves and comfort me all the time
There is no one, who can replace you in my heart
You alone, is the source of my strength and hope
You have given me joy and peace of mind
You have blessed me relentlessly
You have love me unconditionally
You are the only One, oh Lord

MRT

it is so true, the acronym speaks well about the MRT (Maraming Reklamador sa Train). In almost 1 year of riding an MRT i saw and heard different reactions of the commuters and i am not an exception to this. lol Truly if you are prepared in a battle you can endure hundred of commuters whatever it takes, the goal is to get INside the train. In the beginning it was so devastating, frustrating and annoying when people are screaming etc but now i can say that i was able to endure my  patience in waiting, falling in line at makipagsisikan “Thank God am sexy” hihihihi that i always fit in a small space before the door closes, hay!..

this is the way of life that God is molding and teaching us “to be patient and not to be weary”

Home

when am at home my brothers and specially my father would always told me “its a miracle” your home aren’t you have any meeting? and as always my response is “its my day off” and if am just going to shower my father would asked me “where are you going?” and i say “am i not allowed to shower on my day off?” lol i know they are just happy seeing me to be home.

i really love to stay home, its where i can be relax, sleep and rest anytime i wanted. It also give me the freedom to do whatever i want ie eat, watch tv, surf in the internet and most importantly i want to be home because i want to spend time with my family even without doing anything.

Sleeping

I always find that sleeping is where my peace of mind. For a moment i was able to forget circumstances that are bothering me and thoughts that keep on going in my head. In an instant it gives me comfort and serenity.

But a friend told me that I am just avoiding the situation. Maybe he is right but then again what is important is I find the solemnity in my heart. After a good sleep, I can now handle my thought and emotions. Sleep na tayo

Searching

i have been searching and looking around but i never get an answer. Until one day i realized that i have to give first. In giving, my heart were filled with love, joy and peace of mind.

Self Talk

It can be threatening

It can loose your will power and hope

It can destroy your faith

It can make or break your relationship

At times, it can help you build your confidence

However, it can turn away opportunities

What you say to yourself is important, talk to yourself positively. After all if you do not talk to yourself positively, who will? I am  brilliant, gorgeous, talented and fabulous etc etc toink  gising na nanaginip ka lang!

What Jesus told me

Follow me as am going to walked with you in this new journey. Dont be sad my child as i will give you the joy that you have been waiting for. Just be patience and have faith in every circumstance that am giving you now because in the long run you can use this in your future relationship. Its worth the wait my princess. You will receive an overflowing love that you have been longing. I’ve created you to be my princess in my Kingdom so you will enjoy the joy, peace and love that i want you to be as you are my one and only beautiful princess.

April 27, 2008 at Miriam College

Am Inspired

Am inspired on how things are going on with my life coz ive discovered a lot of things in my life that am not present before. My hearts desire is to be romanced, to unveil my beauty and to have a shared adventure with someone and i realized that it doesn’t necessarily mean a guy coz I became present that I can enjoy life with my friends, family and being in the community. God is so great that He created everything in a way that I would appreciate it. I became present to who I am in the world and my purpose and Its an amazing feeling to share my life and be an inspiration to my family and friends but to the community as well.

The endless possibilities that God created is a wonderful foundation to have this life filled with joy and love.

Written: May 14, 2008

Easier said than done

Don’t tell a girl that u love her
instead show her how much u love her, it is
more meaningful that way
It has been so easy to utter words
but it is hard to stand firm on it
Though It has always been a risk to fall in love and always
thought it was serious
But sometimes we give up
and made up our mind and just do the things
to make it feel right

Thinking back to what it use to be but I get the feeling I'm
wasting my time
Never had to work this hard in my life and all need to do is to pacify the thoughts in my mind
It doesn’t take one day at a time…it takes a lot of prayer and positive attitude
I guess everything is easier said than done

Written: September 7, 2005

A Change of Life

Never does a day go by without a number of changes taking place in our lives. We can choose to control the type of changes we make or alternatively we can allows others make these choices for us. We can choose to let things happen to us or choose to make things happen for us. Seems like an easy choice to make – or is it? 

Written: August 11, 2005